This is one of those are you or aren't you in control sort of clips. You kind of are, but ultimately you can't resist going to the very end, to your own detriment or happy ending, depending on how you see it. Fate plays a part, and you can always blame me for distracting you if it doesn't go your way, but the end result is the same. If you stay til the end, you're fucked. If you quit early, you're fucked. It's all the same to me, and it's a shame you can't see the smile on my face as I type this.